you cant cheat nature. nature demands variety, for men. it stands to reason, its part of the procreational strategy. its nature’s plan. why do we buy so many different clothes? to trick the men into thinking they have several different women. a new one each day. it solves a lot of problems.

“…an expectation of something without a shape or name. i remember that yearning, for something that was always about to happen and was never the same as the hands that were on us there and then, in the small of the back, or out back, in the parking lot, or in the television room with the sound turned down and only the pictures flickering over lifting flesh”